Mery Christmas and Happy New Year

It's Christmas Eve! And it doesn't feel like it at all, but I'm really happy. I know for a fact my mom didn't do any Christmas shopping, so that kinda sucks but I as much as I care I kinda don't cause I have almost everything I want. And plus the day after me and my mom are going to the city to shop! But I'm excited anyway for Christmas because its always fun to be with everyone.
Then New Years comes up, and idk what I'm doing yet. I'm either going to a party or going to concert not sure yet. Eitehr way I'd have mad fun.
So yeah I'm gonna go back to talking on NDP. I love those people, they make me laugh.


MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
Melanie xoxoxo

Nothern Downpour Sends Its <3

I just don't know what to do. I really like you but I think you don't like me as much since you stopped talking to me. A couple of weeks ago, I had it all. And now it seems like its falling apart, all good things do come to end but this was just to short. It was only one week! It hurts alot and I'm not sure if I should say something or not. Oh how this is difficult.

But on the bright side I got a NDP bracelet today made by Tori_Love and I abso love it. I'm tieing it on right now. That made my day brighter, the Northern Downpour really does send its love. :) (Cheesy, yes, but oh so true.)

And tonight I have to usher at the Christmas Concert for tech hours. (uggh tech hours!)
Okay well homework time and other stuff. Peace<33

Leaving

My sister comes home tomorrow and while she's in college I occupy her room. So I have to evacuate all my stuff out of it since she'll be back for about a month. Oh how I will miss this room for that month, its so cozy and nobody bothers me since its in the basement. Uggh.
Well back to cleaning up and moving out!

Stopping By to Say Hello

For school we have to read Catcher in the Rye. I'd figure it would be just another school book, but I am in love! It is written so well, and I feel like I really know the main charcter. I feel like he is someone I know in real life, whcih is maybe why I like the book so much. I can't put it down, I'm way ahead of where I'm so suppose to be but I can't stop. It's almost as if I like the main charcter and I just want to know everything about him. If you haven't read it I recommend picking it up right away, it's just such a great book.

Now besides reading an excellent book, I'm also stuck in the world of a teenage girl love drama. Just when I thought everything was looking up I get slapped in the face again, not literally but you know what I mean. It just sucks, because nothing every works out for me. Sure I have many years ahead of me to get a boy, but it would be cute to have one now. I see all these couples in school and it kinda sucks not to be one, but its allright I guess. Cause I know I'm not the only one. So I just gotta keep looking on the bright side and hope for the best.

But what I hate the most is when you are talking to someone and then they jsut stop talking to you. They no longer text you or im you. It's like what the fuck?!?! People like that are phony assholes, and obviously don't give a shit about anyone else but themselves. Atleast say straight up that you don't feel like talking anymore, because then it is easier. Sure it sounds harder, but in reality it would hurt me less. If you just stop talking to me you leave me wondering, maybe he still wants to talk he just wants me to start the conversation, and it leaves me thinking many things. But if you just say it up front then I would know and just move on. Oh how it's complicated.

But ending on a good note I babysat yesterday it was a success, compared to last time when the girl locked her self in her room and cried for hours. This time it went smoothly, I got to read while they played games and watched tv. We ate some pizza, played a few card games and then watched tv until they all passed out. Plus I got 40 dollars so I'm happy. I might be babysitting on Friday again, but that would mean not being my friends another night so I'm not sure yet. Well see. Well I'm gonna get back to reading Catcher in the Rye and maybe doing other homework. Peace<3

Betsey Baby

Betsey Johnson is one of the most unboring desingers. If only it was cheaper I would own a closet full. Someone should but me something of hers. Even the sales are soo pricey! Dress :38 and :59 I want!! I would love to model for her, but that wouldn't happen.

Just a Little Ramble

So much school work. It bores me so much, but I guess I have to get it done. Stupid reflection for theatre, it's just so much work for a class that shouldn't be that hard. Whateves
I have Live in Chicago. Soo good, probally one of their best documentary/live dvds they have released. Brendon's voice in I Constantly Thank God is absoultly amazing, especially when he hits that ridiculously high note. I got chills. He has amazing range. But yeah..
So I'm getting my best friend Lil' Wayne concert tickets for Christmas, hopefully they aren't to much money.
I met this boy..but he lives in Conneticut which sucks ducks because I live in New York. But he drives so maybe, but I doubt it. We talk every night though, he's really funny. Sometimes creepy though, haha. He's my friends cousin, I met him at a Sweet 16. Yeeah
Alrighttty well I'm gonna finish homework. Peace<333

Happy Thanksgiving!

Well today is Thanksgiving and this year I've got alot to be thankful for.
1. I'm thankful for my family. They are always there for me whenever I need them and support me with all that I choose to do. My Mom and Dad always help me out, they pay for my school and have payed for me to go to concerts.
2. I'm thankful for my best friends, without them I don't know where I would be. They have helped shape who I am today. I'm so thankful for my best friend, Ryan, he has been my one stable friend for awhile now. We never fight and always have something to talk about. I'm glad we became friends because it's not boring with him.
3. I'm thankful that I got a role in the school play. Even though it was just a background role, a role is a role. It was a great experience and I got closer to people that I thought I'd never be friends with.
4. I'm so so thankful that I got the chance to meet my favorite band. That was a great moment in my life that I will never forget.
5. I'm thankful for my life. It's been going really well lately, everything's been looking up. And I plan to keep that way.

So all in all I'm thankful for you God, because you have made this all possiable. This year has given me so much to be thankful for and it's all thanks to you.