Stopping By to Say Hello

For school we have to read Catcher in the Rye. I'd figure it would be just another school book, but I am in love! It is written so well, and I feel like I really know the main charcter. I feel like he is someone I know in real life, whcih is maybe why I like the book so much. I can't put it down, I'm way ahead of where I'm so suppose to be but I can't stop. It's almost as if I like the main charcter and I just want to know everything about him. If you haven't read it I recommend picking it up right away, it's just such a great book.

Now besides reading an excellent book, I'm also stuck in the world of a teenage girl love drama. Just when I thought everything was looking up I get slapped in the face again, not literally but you know what I mean. It just sucks, because nothing every works out for me. Sure I have many years ahead of me to get a boy, but it would be cute to have one now. I see all these couples in school and it kinda sucks not to be one, but its allright I guess. Cause I know I'm not the only one. So I just gotta keep looking on the bright side and hope for the best.

But what I hate the most is when you are talking to someone and then they jsut stop talking to you. They no longer text you or im you. It's like what the fuck?!?! People like that are phony assholes, and obviously don't give a shit about anyone else but themselves. Atleast say straight up that you don't feel like talking anymore, because then it is easier. Sure it sounds harder, but in reality it would hurt me less. If you just stop talking to me you leave me wondering, maybe he still wants to talk he just wants me to start the conversation, and it leaves me thinking many things. But if you just say it up front then I would know and just move on. Oh how it's complicated.

But ending on a good note I babysat yesterday it was a success, compared to last time when the girl locked her self in her room and cried for hours. This time it went smoothly, I got to read while they played games and watched tv. We ate some pizza, played a few card games and then watched tv until they all passed out. Plus I got 40 dollars so I'm happy. I might be babysitting on Friday again, but that would mean not being my friends another night so I'm not sure yet. Well see. Well I'm gonna get back to reading Catcher in the Rye and maybe doing other homework. Peace<3